shady...just flat out shady


you know. i go out of my way most of the time to please people. you give me a little, i'll give a little back. it's a fair trade system you know?

so when/if you tell me something in confidence, when i hear such news, i do plan to keep it to myself. i swear to that. but if such story contains information that could affect someone else in a negative fashion, i reserve the right to repeat such story to that someone in order to prevent the negative reprocussion.

the whole point of me telling that someone else was not to piss off/screw over/put in danger person number 1, the person who told me the info in the first place. but person number 2 should have the decency to not go back to person number 1 to verify the information. that only makes people mad and i'm hated just b/c i was trying to help.

so now, person number 1 hates me and i hate person number 2. is that how the system is supposed to work?

it's not that i can't keep a secret. i just can't keep the secrets that endanger others. it's like if you came up to me and said "look...don't tell anyone, but i'm making a bomb in my basement and i'm going to blow up something big." i'm calling the cops dude. i don't care how good of a friend you are to me. you're ignorant and you deserve to be in jail. of course, what i was told was not nearly as serious as that, but it was still pretty messed up.

so whatever. when i know people don't like me/are mad at me/want me dead, it bothers me for a few hours and then i'm over it. why waste valuable sleep time over people who get all worked up over little things?

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