saying something for the sake of saying something

it's almost 3am and i really should go to sleep, but i just can't make myself go to bed. probably because it was 1:30 before i made myself get up this afternoon. i worked a 14 hour shift sunday! i deserved the sleep! now i guess i'm paying the consequences.

i reallly don't have much to say. just a few minor, short updates i guess.

i have a phone interview with Regions bank thursday. i think it went well. i'll find out how well if they call sometime this week to set up a real interview. pray for me....i really want a normal person job.

speaking of jobs...i had my evaluation tonight at work. it was alright. nothing bad - it's just that they are giving everyone "average" ratings for doing a good job. no one gets excellent anything, not even in "wearing proper attire to work." it's ridiculous. i was told i'd get a raise in May when i took this job in november, and now it's not looking so promising. and when i asked about it during the meeting today, i was told that they are not allowed to discuss salary at that meeting. so yeah, i guess i'm supposed to wait until may and see if i get some sort of surprise raise. it's frustrating more than anything.

we lost our 1st softball game saturday against equity. got manhandled really. our 2nd string is horrendous, and i only got to bat once. i did have a nice base hit over the 1st basewoman's head which made me feel good. it was nice seeing everyone i used to work with....we had a good time harassing one another during the game. maybe when we have the rematch, my team will perform better. next game is at 8:00am saturday against the professionals from the newspaper. scary!

i'm off this weekend and as of now i have no plans. mike says he's not going to dallas anymore and he wants to go look at cars. i'm all for that. it'll make our breakup at the end of the month that much easier. ha. i really want to go out saturday night and see a band or go to the piano bar or something. if he doesn't want to go, i've had like 3 people call me over the past week and i've told them all "i'll call you saturday since i'm off and we'll go do something," so it's not like i have no one to hang out with. we'll see though.

three more weeks until beale street! thank goodness! i am so ready to get out and see some bands and get a tan and probably get rained on and super muddy. it's paradise to me! and beale street means it's may which means riverfest which means even more sun and crowds and beer and bands and big corn dogs! AHHHHHHHHH! i love spring/summer.

nikki, jennifer hamilton got married to a doctor. should that make me jealous? or should i feel sorry for the doctor since he married such a big boned ballerina?

anyway, my russett potato is on yahoo and i haven't talked to him in months so i think i'm going to do that to waste more time.

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