secrets

has someone ever told you something in complete confidence and after you heard it you thought that this news is bigger than one person. like this is something that should not be kept a secret?

well. this lady at work has been sick this week. she had some stomach virus last week and this week she has this really bad pain in her side. we made some jokes about how it was a heart attack and how she should go to the doctor. she did go finally, but it's not a heart attack. she's just got a bruise from something. but...while she was at the doctor getting all these tests run in case it is a heart attack, they found a tumor in her lung that they think is cancer.

how am i supposed to react to that? not only does my boss have some terminal liver disease and is on a transplant list, but now his secretary and my supervisor has lung cancer.

cancer! it's totally a result of smoking b/c the woman has smoked forever. i hate cigarrettes. if you smoke, i think you're stupid. yeah i know its addictive and it's hard to quit blahblahblah. you're killing yourself. if you're going to commit suicide then just shoot yourself and save yourself some money. i'd rather die a quick death like that instead of years of suffering and having to survive off a respirator.

that's just me though i guess.

not to be insensitive, but i really don't have time to worry about people dying of cancer! i have too many other things to worry about!

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