someone send some cheese to go with this whine

i don't feel well. i think it's because it's freakin 90 degrees in mid-october. it sucks because i can't go to the doctor until january when my new health insurance kicks in. i just want to stay in bed and not be bothered by anyone.

carrie is over at a friends house, so i do get to spend some laurie time tonight. i'm probably just going to crash out early after i take a nice warm bubble bath. i do miss being by myself all the time though. don't get me wrong, i love carrie, but i am so programmed to not live with anyone and this whole being in a 1 bedroom apt is driving me crazy (sometimes). i'm sure everything will be okay once we get moved into a bigger place and everyone has their personal space, it's just like the biggest struggle for me to get to that point.

i was so bored at work yesterday and then today, when i feel like crap, i get like 1000 projects thrown at me. i got the biggest one done at least.

we saw elizabethtown last night. it was so good! i want to see it again. i should go by myself so i can cry through the whole thing like i wanted. i love cameron crowe movies. and yeah i guess i could be like everyone else and have a crush on orlando bloom. not a big enough crush to sit through those stupid lord of the rings movies. or that other medieval one he has. yuck.

i dunno what else to say. no interesting boy stories. i've been missing mike a lot lately but i think it's because i keep running into people from last year and they all want to know what happened. i'm tired of telling stories and reliving moments in time.

alright, i'm getting in the tub. hope you're having a great week!

<3