queen of overreaction


lordy. i am a drama queen sometimes. i had my ultrasound. it took like 15 mins and the girl who did it was very nice and entertaining. it was just weird i guess. maybe because i'm not pregnant, never have been pregnant and don't expect to be pregnant anytime soon. and that goo she put on there...it was hot and i thought it was going to be cold.

anyway...they don't tell you anything at the hospital so i have to wait for the doctors office (my PCP) to let me know the results. and i called this afternoon and the stupid girl said it would be 2-3 business days. i have to know what the results are before i go out of towwwwn! so i'm calling back weds morning to tell them to get on the ball.

and my other overreaction moment has to do with the person i thought was avoiding me. he's not avoiding me. misunderstanding blahblah. i just flat out asked what happened with saturday and he thought i never called so i guess he thought i stood him up. it's all good now. i have no idea when we're going to go out. i'd like to go ahead and get it over with though b/c i'm tired of worrying about it. i like this whole flirting period though. it's so innocent and fun and not stressful.

the only problem with this is that my mind wanders off into this dream fantasy land where only good things happen and bad things never happen. it produces this false persona that no one can live up to and when reality sets back in i get upset.

so yeah i thought i'd update that. and whenever i find out what's going on with my stomach i'll probably write about that too. and THENN! i'm OFFFFFFFF! to NCCCC!!!!!!! yay!!!

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