big fat blaaahhhhh

well if you haven't figured me out yet, i'm totally pmsing. read like the last 3 posts or so and you'll see a complete mood swing digitally. can i sell my uterus on the black market? maybe make enough to pay off my credit cards?

i'm still not happy. and i feel like i could throw up any second now. i don't want to go to work. but i can't think of anything to do here, so i might as well go.

ok so most people have like a morning routine, right? and you can pretty much go through the motions without blinking an eye (or waking up for that matter). do you ever skip a step? like your mind is on something else, or maybe you're still asleep and you get to a point where you think you're finished and then you're like "oh damn! i forgot to brush my teeth!" that's where i'm at today.

i wish i could rewind this glorious life of mine and start over somewhere around college. i'd still drop out of ASU, that place is crap. i wouldn't spend my UALR days being someone's puppy. i would have moved out of arkansas by now. i think i'd still be in school too. working on some graduate thing.

push the button! don't push the button! trip the station! change the channel!