the single (simple?) life...

it didn't really go as i thought it would, but mike and i are no longer a couple. we talked about things thursday after work, and at that point, decided that with a few changes, things could be better. and then the weekend got here, and we were supposed to hang out yesterday, and we didn't, so it's my decision that we're not together. i don't even know what he was up to yesterday b/c we didn't talk. so whatever.

if i was as important to him as he says i am (ha!), then i shouldn't have to wonder if the plans we make are concrete. i know he's going to call later and he's going to say that he was so tired b/c he didn't sleep much thursday and friday and then saturday he had to spend the night in mtn. home and he didn't sleep at all, so when he got home sunday he just crashed out. and you know what? that's fine. all he had to do is call and say "hey. i'm exhausted and i'm going to sleep. we'll do something later this week." the end! but i get nothing. and this is like every weekend that i'm off! we never hang out on my weekends off...and that only happens once every 3 weeks. so the next weekend i have off is the 8th of July and he's going to corpus then. and then the weekend after that is the end of july and that's after his eminem show in dallas so i'm sure he's going to be working. there's no point in keeping a relationship going if i can't get a day (one day!) to spend with him.

it sucks. i hope i get the job in atlanta now because i don't do well with remaining friends with my ex-boyfriends. especially when i have no one to rebound with. it's bad to run away from things like that, but distance is what helps me deal!

if there's anything else going on right now, i'm oblivious. i need a few days to get out of the fog i think. i am kinda mad because my new Foo Fighters cd has some stupid copyright infringement protection on it that keeps me from adding it to my ipod. you can send emails and complain, but no one is giving answers as to how to solve the problem. there should at least be a label on the front that says "if you have an ipod, you're better off getting this on itunes so it's compatible with your player." i wouldn't have bought it if i knew ahead of time.

i ate some goooood food over the weekend at the family reunion. i don't know why we call them family reunions really since it's usually the people i see at thanksgiving, plus my mom's cousins. not a big big occasion like you'd think of, but still...it makes all the aunts cook their best dishes. i brought home a lot...although i don't think any of it fits in my diet plan. oh well! there's always next week to get back on that...

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