randomness

i can't believe they fucking killed nate fisher on six feet under!!! i guess if you haven't watched this week's episode, then i just totally ruined it for you. you should have watched it when it premiered. why does premiered look funny? is my spelling getting that bad? someone correct that if it needs correcting please...

man....i was just like watching that show...and then he died...and i was like what the hell. and i said it out loud too. to no one b/c i was watching tv with myself in the dark like i sometimes do. and then like subconsciously i picked up the phone and dialed his number. luckily i got voicemail and then i left some fucked up message about how he's avoiding me and i just really wanted to talk about what i just watched. i don't want him to call me back really. that show is just another one of those things we used to share, but don't anymore. that's getting annoying.

and i need a new picture of myself. john mayer and i are a lovely couple, but i'm not that fat anymore and i want to prove it to the world. i need to see john mayer again so i can get him to take a new picture with me. i'd take one of myself, but those are never flattering.

my sunburn itches on my chest. it's not really burnt that bad...it just itches like crazy. and i can't find anything to make it stop and i'm tired of smelling like menthol when i'm at home. icky.

i'll stop posting so much when i go back to work this week. i promise!

and i had a big healthy glass of red bull & vodka earlier...is it obvious? hah

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