back from the dead...

yeah...i took a week off from bloggin'. i haven't had much to say really, or at least i can't remember anything i've left out. i started (actually, went back to) playing games on pogo, so when i'm bored or i'm thinking too much about things, i usually lose myself in a game of lottso!

i have an interview tomorrow morning with another tv station here in town. not doing master control, but some administrative stuff. it turns out the lady that does the interviews used to babysit my brothers and me when we were kids. that was a strange coincedence. anyway, it's daytime hours and monday - friday, plus it pays like 2 dollars more than i make now, so i'd be happy with it.

a month or so ago, my parents suggested that i move back to cabot in order to save money and i totally freaked out. i don't want to move back in with them for a number of reasons, but now the principle of it is almost more appealing than the absolute misery that i know will come with it. if i can't find a job and i'm not able to support myself by the end of the year, then i'll probably move back. it's painful to say that, but most of my bills are a result of me living here by myself.

i think tuesday, my brother and i are going to go to magic springs. since i can't go to six flags (rar!), i guess it's a decent substitute. i haven't been there in a few years, so i'm sure there's something new and exciting. i did get pit passes to see the Foo Fighters/Weezer show in Dallas next month. maybe then i can squeeze in a trip to six flags...i just have to figure out who i want to invite to the show.

last night i had a pretty bad spell of missing mike. i haven't talked to him in over two weeks and i haven't seen him since our little makeout session like a month ago. i'd been doing pretty well up until then actually. i just really really want to talk to him, but i'm not calling. strength! willpower! you can do it!

i need mr. rebound to waltz into my life. ha. i'm crushin' on one of the reporters at work, but i heard he had a girlfriend, so i'm laying low. he just seems like someone i could relax around, not worrying about appearences and what to say and stuff. i always thought (incorrectly, i know) that mike was out of my league, so i was always nervous about saying the wrong thing or looking like a cow. i don't want to be in a relationship like that again. and now i have a bit more experience under my belt, things should flow a bit smoother.

i'm off next weekend and i need some good cheap plans. any suggestions?

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