12 days til christmas

and my true love gave to meeeeeeeeee.....nothing. no true loves in this neighborhood.


been a couple of weeks since i said anything. and man i should have been saying something. lots going on it seems.

who told beyonce that it was ok to flop around on the ground like a fish out of water, and that's called dancing?

well. where to start?

i'm still working all the time. i have money in my bank account all the time too. so that's nice.

i'm going to vegas for my birthday. to see JOHN freakin MAYER again. how sweet is that? it's turned into a family affair, but that's cool b/c that means i won't have to pay for as much as i would have if i went alone or with some friends. thanks mom and dad! you rock!

christmas is going to be great this year. i'm not dreading it for a change. i'm finally to a point where i am happy with 95% of my life and so i have nothing to complain about.

except my lack of a man.

but that's looking sorta positive too. someone likes meeeeeeeeeeeee. someone sends me mushy text messages while i'm at work. neener! i just like the feeling of being wanted. or liked or crushed on or whatever. i got them there butterflies and chills! woO! it's been so long! i missed this feeling.

it was supposed to snow yesterday, but nothing stuck. it did snow. and sleeted all while i was at work and coming home. but when i woke up this morning it was just foggy and cold. i LOOOOOOOVE it. nothing makes me happier than cold foggy cloudy days. that's sort of backwards i guess, but i love winter. i love wearing warm clothes and wrapping up in a blanket to watch tv. i love FLEECE! from lands end, not old navy :P

my house is a freakin mess right now. i'm supposed to be wrapping presents, but i realized this morning i had no scotch tape. so instead i did the dreadful cleaning of the bathroom and the bedroom and tomorrow i'm heading to the living room to wrap presents and clean that mess up.

i was supposed to go to work today but the weather made me stay indoors. hehe. i think i might just go by there tomorrow and pick up the things i need to do and bring them home with me. i don't want to sit up there by myself. it's sort of freakish.

i had a realization the other day...my youngest brother turns 18 in march. i remember when he was born. that makes me feel really old.

my supervisor at the tv station might be getting a new job in a different department. i hope he doesn't, but it's looking that way. it pays more money so if his trial period works out, he's gone. i'll miss him. he is so fun to be around. and things seem really laid back when he's there. and i can relax and do my job. he wants a daytime job so he can hang out with his "lady friend." it's bad for me to want something different than what he wants. don't gooooooo!

this is a really random writing today. i'm tired, but i don't want to go to sleep.

i'm like super excited about my vegas trip. i've made arrangements at both of my jobs to be off. yay. my tickets for the concert aren't as good as they were for the LR show, but something is better than nothing.

i got an im today from Ryan. i guess that means he's still alive. apparently he's got AIM on his cell phone now. maybe i can get him to tell me what's been going on with the training and crap at Ft. Hood.

i guess that's about it. i can't think of anything interesting to talk about.

if it's another two weeks before i write again...hope you have a merry christmas. feliz navidad!

<3