it's beginning to look a lot like christmas?

well it's not, but i'm trying to get into the spirit.

i didn't mean to leave the pukey post at the top so long. i've been busy...like usual. ok not busy, really lazy. it's enough effort just to get me out of bed and onto the treadmill every morning - after that, i'm spent. haha. i didn't think working until 1a would be that much more difficult than working until midnight, but it is! maybe i'll have it down by february...

i dunno what to talk about really.

you know my second mom that has cancer? i was told over the weekend that they are moving her to a hospice. i'm pretty depressed about that b/c i haven't taken the time to go visit with her in a really long time. my excuse is that she's been really sick and i didn't want to bother her, but now i feel guilty. i'm hoping i can find out where she's at exactly so i can go see her. if i don't visit her before she dies, i'll be even more mad at myself.

blah...muy depressing...

i ordered a christmas gift the other day. weeeee! i'm finally starting my shopping. i was trying to wait until next week when i get paid, but sheesh, there's no time! i have to get my mom a birthday present and a card and jarrett a graduation card. i'm planning on doing that today (after i get a shower which i plan on doing after i finish this...). the gift i ordered is for mike. i'm not telling you what i got him yet. hehe. i think he'll like it though. i have no idea what i'm getting anyone else. if i'm getting anyone else anything..... i'll probably get my brothers gift cards. my parents, i dunno. i'll have to do some roaming around different stores to figure that out.

someone told me i was sexy the other day. that was pretty awesome. and no, it wasn't mike. hahaha. where were these guys like a year or two ago when i was wallowing in self pity?

some of the guys that i used to work with want me to go out of town with them for new years. i told them i'm game since i'll probably be alone then. of course, i may have to work. i'm hoping that if i work christmas then they'll let me off new years though. i don't care really. if i work both, i'll save that much money. it would be cool to go to memphis or dallas or where ever! i never do anything exciting for new years anymore. and my boyfriend won't be back from texas until the 3rd so yeah....i'm available. :)

anyway.....i've been staring at the screen for like 30 mins trying to think of interesting stories to tell. there's just not much going on! today is day 2 of the 10 straight days of work, so i'm sure that there won't be any good stories for a few more days....i'm just trying to get the puke story further down the list ;)

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