serenity
 
things are back to normal around here for the most part.  at least there's a consistant calm in the air.  i'm not complaining. 
 
i still have a job.  i'm a MCO like i wanted, and it looks like i'm going to move to the 4p-midnight shift soon.  not complaining about that either.  the plan right now is to exercise in the morning, do some ebay stuff in the afternoon, and work in the evening.  make a lil money here and there and everywhere.  i have to take a test in the next few weeks for my job which is going to suck, but i think i can pass it.  just need to take the time to study...which i can do while relaxing by the pool on one of my mornings off!  ooooh how wonderful.
 
i don't know what to write about today really.  i turned a movie on and like half way through it i got bored.  it's still on in the living room right now.  i'm sorta listening.  sorta.  i'm kind of restless.  like i want to do something, but i don't know what or how or when or with whom. 
 
i've stayed home every night this week!  that must be a new record.  it's for the best though b/c i am one broke woman.  the main reason i've been home is b/c mike is in texas and therefore he can't drag me out. 
 
i haven't talked to him since monday.  BT said he hasn't said much to him except that he wants to hook BT up with this record company guy.  so i guess they've been talking mostly business.  he hasn't said anything about coming home to LR, so i guess he's staying another week like he said he would on monday.  this may just be me, but if i was jobless and on vacation, i'd probably be thinking about getting home asap to find a new job.  but he only gets to go to corpus like two weeks out of the year, so it's probably good for him to stay for a while.  might be a long time before he gets to go back. 
 
i miss him though.  not like in that sappy i want to be with you way, but in that i miss talking to you about things way.  or that i miss hanging out in your apt watching tv kind of way.  i guess that could be interpreted into the i want to be with you thing, but to me it's not.  i'm keeping those two worlds seperate.
 
blahblah!  i'm going to a wedding reception saturday after i play a few games of softball.  i should hit the wedding too, but i don't like weddings.  and i rather play softball.  that's pretty sad when it's your cousin getting married, right?  i just don't feel close to my extended family.  not to the extent that i don't care, but so much that i don't feel like being included in those sorts of things.  besides, it's the season ending softball tournament!  i have to play!  it's catered by the Osbornes (www.theosbornefamily.com) and i love schmoozing it up with the local media elite.  haha
 
i bought a cute skirt to wear to the wedding.  that's like the only perk.  perk?  what is wrong with me?  i don't like skirts!  and i don't say cute!  this is what happens when there's a boy in my life i guess.  too bad he's not around to see the skirts yet.
 
anyway.  i am going to go find some other way to occupy my time.  i spend the entire day looking at a computer screen and watching spanish programming.  the last thing i want to do after work is watch tv or sit in front of the computer.  the chair i have here at my desk is way less comfortable than my chair at work.
 

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