i'm not dead, like earlier posts may imply. it's just hard to maintain this, a xanga and my actual handwritten journal. someone gets left out, and unfortunately it's this.

i'm glad summer is over. i think it's the roughest part of the year for me every year.

i still have my good days and my really bad days, but i'm learning to manage them better with the help of anti-depressants and psychology.

i just felt like i should say something, so that the really sad post from June wasn't at the top of the list.

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