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i dunno what's up but i just feel like saying a lot this week. THE SUN IS SHINING! praise the lord! i don't think i could have managed another sunless, rainy day. don't get me wrong, i live for those grey january days when it's freezing cold, i just don't want the rain. vitamin K for everyone!

i wish i could give shout outs on this thing and end up with free food. i just finished a Tropical Smoothie Cafe turkey wrap, that i bought at 330p yesterday and kept in the refrigerator overnight. and it was still good. and the lettuce was still crunchy. how awesome is that? i love the smoothie cafe wraps. and apparently their tortilla-pizza things (tortizza?) are good too, i'm just more hungry than a tortilla usually. anyway. Tropical Smoothie Cafe on Kanis @ Bowman in the whatever shopping center...it's on the kanis side. i also recommend the king caesar chicken wrap.

i have a job interview at the evil empire in about 2 hours. i'm kinda nervous about it b/c i hate job interviews. i'll be okay! i'm just trying to think about how it's not like i have no job at all right now and i'm just looking for advancement, so if something goes horribly wrong and i don't get the job, it's okay. i will survive. i do feel like it's a job i would be good at, so i'm hoping this lady sees some potential in me. and i guess i'll have to get over calling this place the evil empire if they are paying my bills. hey, maybe they actually give raises to people who have worked there a year! what a novel idea! too bad my current employer doesn't believe in rewarding employees for their continuous service. yet another reason why i'm trying to find a new job!

something this interview made me realize is that i have like no halfway decent dressup clothes anymore. working in master control has spoiled me b/c i get to wear jeans and a t-shirt everyday.

i was reading old posts of mine from like last year just to see how things have changed. it's pretty funny. on like june 19, 2003, i wrote some crap about being a virgin and how i hated it. and then on june 19, 2004, there's a post about how i was no longer a member of the v-club. ironic? and in like january there's something about how my supervisor at work (= mike) was moving to day shift and how i was going to miss hanging out with him. mind you, back then i had no intentions of getting involved with him. he was just a cool guy to talk to and hang out with AT WORK. we didn't really do much of anything outside of work. and now it's weird if we don't see each other everyday. that's the cool thing about this blog i guess. you really can see how things evolve and how you got from that point way back then to where you are now. now i know you are all going to backtrack through both mine and your own blogs to see what i'm talking about. hit up the first week of october 2003 to see my first impressions of mike.

nba basketball has started and i'm pretty psyched. i can't really figure out why since i used to hate it, but i dunno! we're going to see the pistons this week! and hopefully catch some grizzlies games soon! mmmmm Pau Gasol...my lust...

i guess i need to get to work on straightening my frizzy mop of hair. i'll let you know how the interview goes....

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rain is making things weird

i just woke up from the strangest dream. i had won some contest where i got to hang out with john mayer for a weekend. the problem with that was that i had to work or something so we didn't really hang out for the whole weekend. he hung out with my friends and crashed at my parents house and did a lot of sitting around waiting on me to have time for him. i kept going up to him and apologizing for not being able to spend any time and he was just like it's cool blahblah hiding from the spotlight. i guess it was like that "Win a Date with Tad Hamilton" movie that i like so much.

anyway....when i finally did get time to hang out with him, all we did was have dinner and talk about things and he said it was cool that i wasn't parading him around as if he was my boyfriend. um yeah, i'm sure if i wasn't too busy i would have been doing that. haha. it was just really cool. and then his manager showed up to take him off to whereever he had to go next and i went over to get a hug and he kissed me (not like making out, but a kiss on the lips nonetheless) and he said i was the most down to earth person he'd met in a long time and that next time he was in this part of the country he was definitely taking time to come visit. and then i made some joke about christmas and he said maybe so. we exchanged cell numbers and he was off and i was like "what the hell just happened here?"

it was a bizarro dream b/c i haven't even been listening to JM music since i saw him in august. i am taking a JM break! and i guess my subconscience is ready for that break to be over with?

i guess i should say that i'm not mad at anyone anymore. i watched Fahrenheit (by myself) after work the other night. i liked it, although not as much as i liked bowling for columbine. he's acting couple-ey lately...text messaging me in the afternoon to see what *we* are doing this weekend or what *we* are having for dinner. uhhh.....we? i thought i was the only one using that term and that's b/c i had the misconception we are a couple. maybe it's sinking in with him now too? i spent the night over there friday after work and we watched some football and baseball yesterday afternoon before splitting like at 5p. carrie and chayne called to see if we wanted to hang out, but i was sleepy and he said he was going to take a nap when i left his house so we didn't end up doing anything last night. i think i fell asleep at like 9p! and he never called me back so i'm guessing he went to sleep after the yankees won their game.

i have no idea what we're doing today, if anything. the cowboys are playing now (gag) so i'm guessing i won't hear from him until this game is over. he keeps talking about taking a weekend and going to the casinos in tunica. how we need to get out of town for a while. ok...weekend trips = serious relationship to me. what about you? he works monday - friday 1p-11p starting monday, so as long as i'm still working the hours i am, we could take a weekend trip. i do have a job interview tuesday though, so maybe by the 1st of november i'll have a new job all together? the daytime hours are definitely going to mess up our schedule, but if it's more money, hell i'm willing to make sacrifices.

no fair this weekend b/c of the consistant rain. i think we're going next sunday. and saturday we have tickets to the Pistons/Heat game (wooo! detroit what!?) so i'm pretty psyched.

and i'm starving so i'm going to go warm up some leftover chinese.

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